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Schizophrenia Life

Jan Sebastian 🖐👩‍🦰
2 min readSep 26, 2021

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He is disabled but so am I. Schizophrenia vs Stroke.

Photo by Jan Sebastian, the author

BEST FRIENDS.

Matt was going off his meds. All schizophrenics hate their meds.

I get it. He said, “This is my brain and I should have access to it.”

I agreed, so he started cutting down and things started getting out of hand.

My best friend started getting angry.

He never got angry before. Then the F-bombs started flying. F-this. F-that. F-everything. F- the news, F- the house, F- the neighbors, F- the republicans, F-the Doller General store, F- the -N-words…I freaked…it got really bad.

This is not him.

One day he woke up and said he wanted to decapitate my cousin's head with a machete.

I called the cops. He needed his meds.

They walked away.

If I could take one pill a day and walk, well ya’ know.

He doesn’t work but got a job where they were paying him $500 a week for training. Thinking he was going to make tons of money, he was talking about moving out and forcing me into a nursing home.

He started yelling more and more at me.

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Jan Sebastian 🖐👩‍🦰
Jan Sebastian 🖐👩‍🦰

Written by Jan Sebastian 🖐👩‍🦰

I had a stroke so I can’t walk or talk, but I can write! Just a new chapter in life. I love the journey…..By me a cup of coffee Ko-fi.com/jansebastian5419

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