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I had sex with my gay friend, Richard.👬To find out if he was really gay.

Jan Sebastian 🖐👩‍🦰
6 min readSep 4, 2023

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I was 17 & he was 16 in 1976. He was my bestie! We talked about everything!

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We talked about fashion and music.

We talked about EVERYTHING! Richard gave me 👩‍🦰 hair and 💄makeup tips. We giggle NONSTOP! — 💁‍♀ This was face to face, —( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) — NO INTERNET. — 📞NO CELL PHONES! — PURE UNCUT TALKING AND FRIENDS!

Of course, we talked about love and sex.

Richard was so cute. I thought I was a geek! Teen bullshit. 🐰 (At 31 some crazy ass person decided to pay me to be a Playboy model,)

All of his buddies were gay guys.

We were into theater…GO FIGURE!

Richard was on fire, AKA, flaming!

Absolute PERFECTION! There was absolutely ZERO question, but he was conflicted. He, thank, God had no judgemental church issues. Nonetheless, at 16 years old, he talked to me and had questions.

Like some crazy ass redhead had answers, right?

Was he gay really? — If he wasn’t, he was for sure crazy!

His gay was PERFECTION to me!

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Jan Sebastian 🖐👩‍🦰
Jan Sebastian 🖐👩‍🦰

Written by Jan Sebastian 🖐👩‍🦰

I had a stroke so I can’t walk or talk, but I can write! Just a new chapter in life. I love the journey…..By me a cup of coffee Ko-fi.com/jansebastian5419

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